Shizumacest Collection
Credits to El as cowriter on a lot of this!
- 静 at his peak treating 清 like shit era and 清 just dying of why is he still in love with this guy.
- 静 who knows 清 likes him and will occassionally bait him to give him enough hope to stay on the line.
- Plausible-deniability kiss where he turns his head so it “accidentally” catches the corner of 清’s lips.

- 清 who had his moment thinking 静 actually liked him back only for 静 to tell him “I just want to be normal brothers”
- 静 casually - put his hands all over 清 all the time.
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- 清 got off on it a bit too much.
- 静 would “accidentally” walk in on 清 claiming he “heard his name” and then use it against 清 later.
- Or worse; watching him and then claim he was doing 清 a favour so he owes him now.
- 清 having so much guilt about how he is with 静 that he can’t even claim to be the respectable sibling.
- Going on double dates with their girlfriends/wives and 静 playing footsie under the table then claiming he was just messing about. 清’s the one making things weird.
- He was just trying to give 清 the nudge to actually say something to his date. 清 just took it the wrong way.
- He’ll kick him next time, maybe that’ll be clearer.
- He was just trying to give 清 the nudge to actually say something to his date. 清 just took it the wrong way.
- 清 at his absolute lowest, dressing up as 静 to confess to himself in the mirror.
- Spent so long thinking about whether he wanted to confess or be confessed to.
- Being confessed to was his more self-indulgent fantasy.
- Every time they fought, he’d try to calm down just thinking of all the ways he wishes 静 would confess and it made it worse.
- Spent so long thinking about whether he wanted to confess or be confessed to.
- 清 imagining 静 getting so mad at him he kisses him to shut him up and it escalating.
- Every time they fight 静 makes vague comments about 清’s feelings for him and how he should feel bad for seeing his brother in such a way.
- 清’s commitment that brothers should be the ones to confront each other so he won’t even let anyone else confront 静 about his behaviour even though he’s never winning an argument with him.
- If anyone else tried to confront 静, 清 was getting in the way to apologise on his behalf.
Post-Death
Section titled “Post-Death”- 清 seeing 大有 so happy together and hearing the story of how they met and then reunited
- 大 is teaching 有 how to paint even though he’s not good at it.
- 有 should be some irredeemable monster but 大 loves him so much.
- There’s the early months where 清 is convinced 大有 is going to be like 静 and Ooe An.
- 大 isn’t listening to him, just like 静.
- 大有 are both so happy and in love.
- THAT SHOULD BE HIM AND 静 GOD DAMMIT!!
- He loved 静 so much and enabled him when he should have stopped him and it ended so badly for them.
- WHY ARE 大有 GETTING TO LIVE HAPPILY EVER AFTER.
- Not only is 大 living the life of his dreams, he’s smashing his windscreen every time he sees him.
- He’s definitely still following them just because he’s worried about 大. No other reason.
- 有 is eventually going to confront him since 大 has done everything to avoid having to introduce them and keep 清 far from his beautiful wife.
有: Thank you for sending him to the island 💖
- It’s entirely genuine but extremely condescending.
- 有 is rubbing it in that he has to go because he has a date with 大.